Have you ever felt invisible in the middle of a crowded room? Unseen, unknown, unheard, unfelt, & unwanted. I can see everyone so vividly from the inside out. I can feel their presence, their warmth, their pain, yet they don’t see me. I’m standing in the middle of the room with my arms outstretched trying to get their attention, but they still can’t see me. I’m screaming as loud as I can, but they can’t hear me.

I used to radiate a warmth that would fill the room, but sadly I’ve turned cold. Dead to their senses, I’ve become a shell. An inanimate object with no life force recognizable to anyone. And no matter how many people fill the space of the room, I still feel alone. I crave a gentle touch. I yearn to be held. To be heard. To be seen.

I’ve always felt invisible in a crowded room full of people. Trapped inside this box with no way out and I want to scream! Release me from this empty space. Release me to a place where I can be seen. Where I can be felt. Where I just can be….