I’m having a moment today….

There’s not a soul alive than can convince me that feeling lonely and being alone are perfectly normal. You can’t tell me that craving intimacy isn’t normal. I wake up so many days, like today, wanting to be held by a man that unconditionally loves every inch of me. A man whose heart, intentions, & love I don’t have to question. A man who I dont have to second guess about not being there tomorrow or next week because he’s a coward or so fucking wrong for me. I know I can’t be the only person who feels this way. Somone who longs for that sacred human connection.

They tell us that you are supposed to feel whole by yourself, but honestly thats a bunch of bullshit. We are designed to be with someone. We are designed to love and be loved. We are designed to have partnerships full of love, intimacy, transparency, and trust. Humans were not designed to be alone. Some of us are just more connected and in tune with that fact than others and that’s ok. Just don’t try to convince me that it’s not ok for me to feel this way. That I should be ok with my solitude. I’m not ok with it. I accept it because that’s what I have to do. I accept it because I dont want to be half loved. I accept it because that’s my reality for the time being. But I hate it here & I deserve more…