Lately I’ve been waking up feeling different. Uncomfortable. Liberated, yet trapped. A slave to my thoughts & my emotions. My freedom feels more like a prison sentence some days. I feel trapped inside of the old version of myself. Old habits are no longer suiting me. I’m no longer ok with not being ok. I’m no longer accepting half effort. I’m no longer ok with being half loved, half cared for, half noticed, or half understood. I crave freedom from restriction while simultaneously craving a love that rocks my soul to the core.

I’ve accepted less and settled for my entire adult life and I no longer desire to be that version of myself. I’m tired of feeling whole but broken. Of feeling used and useless. I know that I’m worthy, yet I feel so powerless most days.

I’m done placing myself in positions to receive less than I deserve, yet the thought of being loved scares me immensely. However, I’m ready to release myself from fear. I’m ready to grow into everything I know I’m meant to be. I’m ready to fly….